Production is slow...
I know I promised pics from my PI trip, but they're nearly done. You see, I'm adding text onto the pics themselves, so I don't have to explain them on the webpage/site I'm uploading to. I will be uploading them to my community webshots page, and uploading will be another pain-staking process...one pic at a time on my 56k modem. Oh joy. But it will be done...eventually.
So, to tide you over 'til then, I'll share a recent poem I wrote.
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"Forgotten"
by: V. Cruz
I'm jealous of those who are loved
I'm tired of being loveless
I'm sad that I feel all alone
I'm sick of this infinite sadness
I wish I had someone of my own
Someone that will care for me always
I wish that someone could be you
But wishes don't come true anyway
I sit on the side of reality
I live in my daydreams and dreams
I'd rather be lost in my thoughts of you
Than to live without you in all actuality
I'm prone to heartache and loss
I feel I am always a victim
But still I find ways to live on
Somehow there's hope deep within
But I'm scared my hope will run dry
As I get older and years pass me by
Am I doomed to be by myself for all time?
Am I to live my pathetic life loveless until I die?
And what of these people who have love?
Are they more blessed than I?
Are they so loved by God that they get what I want?
And I get nothing, but hollowness inside
So, to tide you over 'til then, I'll share a recent poem I wrote.
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"Forgotten"
by: V. Cruz
I'm jealous of those who are loved
I'm tired of being loveless
I'm sad that I feel all alone
I'm sick of this infinite sadness
I wish I had someone of my own
Someone that will care for me always
I wish that someone could be you
But wishes don't come true anyway
I sit on the side of reality
I live in my daydreams and dreams
I'd rather be lost in my thoughts of you
Than to live without you in all actuality
I'm prone to heartache and loss
I feel I am always a victim
But still I find ways to live on
Somehow there's hope deep within
But I'm scared my hope will run dry
As I get older and years pass me by
Am I doomed to be by myself for all time?
Am I to live my pathetic life loveless until I die?
And what of these people who have love?
Are they more blessed than I?
Are they so loved by God that they get what I want?
And I get nothing, but hollowness inside
