J-Dorama
J-Drama. Instead of finishing up the last few requirements of schoolwork, I watched J-Drama. My school shit is due tomorrow, yet I spent the whole day watching "Majo no Joken", or as it's known to the US, "Forbidden Love".
I guess I just needed something to inspire me. Or maybe I was just procrastinating away and using a japanese drama series to do it. At times, I find watching fiction more amusing than my own real life. I get caught up in the emotions of the characters, and feel things, think things. I guess it makes sense for me to watch the aforementioned series, as I lack having a love in my life. Maybe I use the characters and their situations to help me feel what it's like to be in love, have love, or lose love.
I've loved long ago. I tried to love someone last year, but I was jilted. So, another year will pass with me, the loveless, being alone. Sure, I have family and friends to love me. But no one else.
I'm the only sibling left who's not engaged or in a relationship. It's kind of sad. My younger bro and sis will be married before Val or myself.
*sigh* maybe I'm just swinging into the blues during this damn holiday season. I think I get a tad depressed around this time. Or maybe I'm realizing the harshness of the truth that I probably will not be able to find anyone.
I guess I just needed something to inspire me. Or maybe I was just procrastinating away and using a japanese drama series to do it. At times, I find watching fiction more amusing than my own real life. I get caught up in the emotions of the characters, and feel things, think things. I guess it makes sense for me to watch the aforementioned series, as I lack having a love in my life. Maybe I use the characters and their situations to help me feel what it's like to be in love, have love, or lose love.
I've loved long ago. I tried to love someone last year, but I was jilted. So, another year will pass with me, the loveless, being alone. Sure, I have family and friends to love me. But no one else.
I'm the only sibling left who's not engaged or in a relationship. It's kind of sad. My younger bro and sis will be married before Val or myself.
*sigh* maybe I'm just swinging into the blues during this damn holiday season. I think I get a tad depressed around this time. Or maybe I'm realizing the harshness of the truth that I probably will not be able to find anyone.
